Careless Poop

You can't trust anyone. And I have known that for a very long time, but you'd think that you'd be able to trust your own parents. But no. Of course not. I apologized to everyone, claiming it was my fault (which I still don't see it was) and I still get shit on. What more do they want me to do? No, I don't like the fact that my father remarried to some broad he's knew for only 3 months before. And no, I didn't know you were supposed to congratulate someone when they buy a house. He already had a house or townhouse or whatever, therefore I thought it was normal for him to get a house. What do I know? Oh, that's right, I'm immature and worthless and whatnot. Duh, I almost forgot. Well, talking to my mother didn't last very long. And I knew that. I had specifically asked her not to talk to my father about the bankruptcy thingy. She tells me that she doesn't talk to him anymore and what do I find out? That she did and convinced him not to help me. I have the world's most hypocritical family in the whole world, I swear.

Birthday Crap

Crappy birthday is coming up. In about 4 days. Goddamn. 23. That sounds so old to me! And so lame too. Blah.

Haven't posted in a long time on this journal. Not a whole lot has happened. All I've really been doing is my Neopets thing and my guild. My guild takes up a lot of time when you have 100 whining 12 year old members. Bah. Poop on them all. I'm still having health problems. Still haven't gotten my period yet. Not since October. Taking the first month of birth control to see if that'll induce it. I know, something you really want to read, right? Well pfff. Oh, and I had a HUGE fight with Jenny The Faggot Whore. Since when are people nice for a very long time and then say that they were never your friend, but were just being nice to you, and gives you advice and does things for you? Stupid fucking poop whore. I hear her ugly fucking boyfriend is in big trouble with the law. I hope he rots in a cell or something. Probably because of his rendering system that he kept saying that he was going to build. Stupid stupid dumbasses. All of them.

I'm talking to my mother again. Wonder how long this will last. Till the next crap.

Frustrating Poo Leads to More Poop

I cannot find these Final Fantasy VIII Action Figures anywhere. I did for a minute on E-bay. But this moronic asswad kept jacking up the price so much. He totally had no clue what he was doing. It eventually got too expensive to buy and someone else other than the retard won it. I looked everywhere on E-bay for more. But they only have the action figures sold as singles, not the box set I was going for. Then I called every single toy and collectible store here in Vegas. No one. Wait, Kool Kollectibles had some, but only the Zell and RInoa ones and 3 GF's. I don't want the GF's. I just want the main characters: Squall, Rinoa, Selphie, Zell, Quistis, Irvine, Laguna, and even Seifer. I'm pissed. If anything, I wanted that for my birthday, and maybe even the Playstation 2 I was promised by someone a VERY VERY long time ago. But I'll end up not getting either. Oh well. Screw this poo. Dancing Mr. Hanky.

Family Poo

My family sucks the biggest ass in the whole world. I have a fucked up mother who is jobless and is not a mother anymore, a dumbass for an uncle who is just like my mother, and an uncaring father who is supposed to be on my side, but isn't. First of all, do you think that $420 a month in rent is a lot or not? Vegas is one of the most cheapest places to live, and $420 is the cheapest in all of Vegas. My uncle apparently has been complaining to my mother that he thinks David and I use him and my other uncle for money. First of all, bullshit. Our rent is $1010, plus all of the bills and food, that'll come to about $1300-$1400 a month. Each uncle pays $420. We pay the rest and whatever bills that we have on our own. Now is that bad? Also, he's been complaining about the food. This fucker does not want to cook, not even a pot pie or a pizza. How can I cook for him when whatever I make he doesn't eat?? Also, he eats at hi job's EDR everyday, twice a day, and then he comes home and eats all of our sandwich meat. My God, I can't wait for June when he gets out. I'm done pooing.

Happy New Year!

Well, another year goes by. I remember as a kid New Year's was such a HUGE thing. I grew up in NYC and we got to stay up late for it. We watched Dick Clark on the TV down at Times Square and at midnight, we got our pots and pans and wooden spoons and banged them out the window screaming "Happy New Year." Well, now that essence is gone. I'm getting older. The "thrill" of New Year's every year is gone. The excitement is lost and will never be back again. I'll be 23 years old next month on the 13th. I used to think that people who were 24 years old are old and I never braced myself that I will be too one day. It's approaching now and I am sad about it. My life is just going by really fast now it seems. And it isn't because I don't work. I do things to keep myself busy and things for everyone here. But I have realized that I am not a "child" anymore. Yeah, I may act it and all, but these things like New Year's and Christmas aren't all that exciting anymore for me like they once were. I've feared of getting old, and although I am only 22, I'm fearing it a lot more now. I'm not a kid, I'm not a teenager, I'm no longer considered early 20's really. Technically yes I am, but I feel it going away. And it royally sucks.

Yippie Poo!

I have just found out that Winamp 3 has a Happy Mode language. It's so funny. It says Yippie and Hooray and Weeeeeeeeeeeela. It's so cute. Also fades out the last song played into the next song. Pretty cool. Yes, I know Winamp 3 came out beyond ages ago, and yes I know I am just now downloading it, but who cares. I also know it does this really cool wavey thing when music is played. Plugin. That's it. I couldn't think of the word. Winamp poo!

Bow Down to the Poo

No I really don't have an obsession with poop, but it does make a great ... site subject so to speak. Poo flinging. Shit writing. Poop splattering. Stuff like that. I still don't know what to do with this blog. I do want to keep it though and constantly update it. But I have my own main site that I do all of my stuff on, Sissyness. I thought maybe this can be a quizzes blog, but I don't think that'll be. Jenny said maybe a Neopets blog. Great idea! But... I wouldn't know how that would come about. Have my pets have a blog? Nah, that's going too too far into being in the fantasy realm. I already have a Neopets: Help For All site. So, do you have any suggestions out there? And no Aaron, I'm not asking you for your input because I know it'll be quite negative, even if we do "make up". Oy. I really want an honest suggestion about what this blog can turn into. Maybe a multi-person blog with people that I know. Wait, I don't know that many people. So that's out. It'll come to me eventually.

Explanation of the Retardness

As you can see, Aaron no longer runs this site. He was retarded and deleted it for a really retarded reason. Then he goes to say that he didn't and whatnot. Therefore, the below posts. I wanted this address, therefore I hurried and got it, thanks to Jenny for explaining the technical Blogger questions I had about this situation. In other words, don't fuck with me; I'll always get over on you. ~Shrugs~ That's just how it is. And this isn't just about Aaron, it goes for anyone. I can have vengence too. But I'm not vindictive like that because I have better things to do than to dwell are really stupid things. Like Warcraft III. Mmmm.... Warcraft III. Damn addictions! Lay off the drugs. Drugs kill, kiddies.